The New Year is just now starting out and I’m doing everything I can to make a fresh start of it yet I still seem to have to deal with a little dumb luck and some major Ass Monkeys. I’ll start with the dumb luck first and move on to the ass monkeys second and on a positive note they are not the same ass monkeys I’ve been dealing with for the past year. Here is some of the dumb luck from yesterday I finished up my brothers wedding video burned it on to a DVD and watch it only to catch a few mistakes so I had to correct those and render it while the video was rendering I decided to tackle leveling my 35 year old mobile home and this is where the trouble began. Since I live on sandy loam the ground constantly is shifting because of the screwed up weather in Texas so getting a series of jacks under the house and getting to the point where they are actually lifting the house instead of sinking into the ground is a chore all in its self never mind the fact that I don’t have enough jacks that are strong enough to do it all at once, but then you throw in the fact that I got attacked by a swarm of sand fleas and it just makes it all that more difficult. Yes I said a swarm there were at least a hundred on me when I backed out from underneath the house, now mind you I spray and go after them all year but sand fleas seem to be almost as resilient as the brown recluses that live under my house and since I live in the country and every animal that needs little shelter finds its way to my house and I let them stay as long as they aren’t causing any damage to the house or to any of cats or dogs. Look I don’t kill animals or relocate them unless they are a threat to me or my pets then I will take what ever action I must to protect myself or my loved ones and my pets are my kids. Well after the onslaught of biting little parasitic insects I decided I would wait till I nuke the house and get rid of the damn little bastards to level the house so I went in took a shower worked out and ran a few errands. Later that afternoon I decided to head out and was going to burn the new DVD when I got back but before I left I was going to fill the ice trays so that I would have ice when I got back later that night, well to my surprise I turned on the tap and had no water pressure apparently the main pump for the neighborhood went out so I said the hell with it fed the animals and went to the shop thus having to find out about the new ass monkeys in my life, people that just like to stir up trouble and unfortunately I’m an easy target. So after getting a little pissed off okay I was extremely pissed off knowing there really wasn’t anything I could do about it I decided to take care of a little business I needed to get done and go home to finish up editing the wedding video so that I could knock one more thing off my list of shit to do so that I can eventually get caught up on last years projects so that I can start the new year off with a fresh vision and nothing from the previous year hanging over my head needing to be done. Well when I got home I went to turn on the lights and I noticed not all of them came on and my air conditioners were not on as well, so I went to figure out what the hell was wrong and realized I had a breaker that no longer works and need to be replaced. Well being it was around ten I knew I couldn’t go to the store and pick one up and even if I could I really don’t like playing with 220 volts especially in the rain so I decided to try to make the best of it. Apparently I have two working outlets and three room that the lights will come on which sucks because my fridge isn’t one of the outlets and my bathroom lights aren’t in one of the rooms where the lights were working but after switching a few things around I was able to watch the news, charge my phone and have an alarm clock for the morning. I probably won’t get to fix it tonight either because I will work till 8 or 9 and by the time I get home it will be late and I don’t feel like electrocuting myself today, hell I don’t ever want to be electrocuted been there done that and its painful and well it sucks. Lets see how will I finish this section up well now that I have to fix the electric nuke the house and then try to get it cleaned up all on Saturday I probably will not be where I want to be then again such is life and I’m not going to let it get me down and by the end of January I will be pretty much caught up and moving forward because one of my New years resolutions was to get caught up the other was not to let anyone or anything get in my way and keep me from achieving my goals this year. I will state this simply for all those ass monkeys out there that may try to hamper me from reaching my goals in laymen’s terms be prepared to get knocked the fuck out whether it be through words legal action and if that don’t work then I may be obligated to use force. To those ass monkeys who tried to ruin my day and take things I said or did out of context and use them against me yesterday I’ll be cordial to you if I run into you but if you start shit with me you will find out being on my bad side is not a place you ever want to be and if you are any of your friends violate my space or attempted to lay hands on me expect a trip to the ER weeks of pain and rehabilitation. Here is one other small note when I go out I flirt nothing more nothing less and if someone is nice to me in one of my regular haunts then I’m nice to them back whether its by being cordial and friendly, giving them rewards I win playing games or compliments I might give them it doesn’t necessarily mean I’m trying to get in their pants its just my way of saying thanks and taking care of the people who take care of me and if you have a problem with that all I can say is that you a dumb fuck and you need to worry less about what I’m doing and more about your short comings because you are an ass monkey. One other point my friends if they meet up at my job site will not take anything they will not screw anything up out of respect for me and my family maybe you have to worry about the people you hang with I don’t because these people have been my loyal friends for a long time and we are more like a protective family than anything else. We don’t start shit between us, we don’t stab each other in the back and we don’t steal from one another. We protect each other and we take care of one another and we treat each person and their family members as an extension of our own and for anyone that knows shit about me knows that I take care of my family and anyone who disses or causes problems for my family eventually end up having to deal with me and I will stand up for them come hell or high water.
Noveber 11, 2004
After dealing with Ford via email and one phone call nothing was accomplished or settled so all I can say is that all is fair in love and war and this is war! I will be doing a little video download this weekend and if you download it you will defiantly be more prepared when dealing with the unscrupulous car dealerships that are out there. Now I do want to tell you I personally would not buy a Ford, Mazda, Jaguar, Land Rover, Volvo, Lincoln/Mercury or any other product that Ford or it’s subsidiaries make! Screw them I’ve been a loyal Ford man since 1989 and they treated me like I was a nobody and the customer doesn’t matter and for that I will never buy another Ford. I gave them plenty of chances to do the right thing and they did nothing now I plan to do something about it by telling the world why they shouldn’t buy a Ford or one of their subsidiaries cars and I hope that I do make a difference for future car buyers everywhere and I hope that other manufacturers take notice and start treating their customers with respect and when something is wrong that they do the right thing instead of treating you like you don’t matter and they don’t need your business!
Noveber 5, 2004
I just wanted to let Ford and it’s subsidiaries to know that I have not forgotten about them and that I am going to give them an additional week to respond to my letters before I start an all out campaign against them and their subsidiaries. I felt with a tight election they may need a few extra days, its not like I want the world and I don’t want a free car I just want them to do the right thing this can be done through loyalty incentives and by making sure that their dealers explain what they truly mean when they say they are paying off your trade in. I understand with the mileage on my car I would be a little upside down but not to the point of where I currently stand if they do this I will call off my campaign against them if not I will move forward in my relentless pursuit of what I feel is right for myself and for all the future consumers who will purchase Ford vehicles and for that matter anyone who will purchase a vehicle in the future will be informed and be able to better protect themselves from unscrupulous car dealers and the tactics they use on the consumer.
Noveber 3, 2004
Well after it is all said and done I will have to commend John Kerry for doing the right thing and conceding the election, for this I am truly great full. Now that the uncertainty is gone we can move forward instead of being in limbo for next couple of months. I supported President Bush because I personally did not like John Kerry or what he stood for however I do not support all of President Bush’s views. I how ever will stand fast behind our brave men and women of the United States Military and or allies in the war on terror. I say this because I may have supported President Bush in his re-election bid but if he supports a policy or person I don’t agree with I will not hold my tongue and will do everything in my power to change or alter the course of the policy etcetera! Now on to all those who tried to sway the election for John Kerry the celebrities, billionaires, Michael Moore, and George Soros especially. For George Soros you spent hundreds of millions of dollars and you failed and I wish I could say that was enough to satisfy me but I would be lying. I intend to come after you and expose you for the person you really are and of course I will do it my way and it will not be pretty! As for Michael Moore time for you to put on a dress and whine like the little bitch that you are hell if I can find one that fits you I may send it to you just for the hell of it! Michael Moore here is an open challenge a charity fight with 75 percent of the proceeds going to the charity of the winner! I know your to chicken shit to do it but I will keep the offer on the table and hope that people will hound you until you say yes. Some say no one would pay to see you cry like a little girl I believe they will and I believe it could go to a very good cause but then again the offer is there now its up to you to either accept it or to show your true colors! Oh I really wish I could have seen the look on your faces when John Kerry decided to concede I hate to use a commercial line but it would have been priceless!
Oct. 27, 2004
To Ford,
I have sent out four emails since Oct 13 and have gotten no
response, so now I’m a lot madder and I will send out this letter via the USPS
with the hopes of getting a response! If no response is given or I am not
contacted by Nov 2. I will move ahead as scheduled. I find it funny that you
pride yourself on your cars but the problem I have is in the way you do
business! I just found out that when a ford dealership here in Houston said
they paid off my lease truck it seems they lied because I carried a negative
equity on my 2003 Ford focus and now instead of being able to trade it in
because apparently I owe 13,662 and my trade in value is less than 5,500 I'm
stuck with it! That’s fine because a supposable reliable car has
had the Transmission rebuilt, the ac compressor and the alternator replaced so I
will tell you what I'm going to do! I will wait a while pay more off the car off
and more than likely buy a Kia Spectra5 which comes better equipped standard
than the Focus ever dreamed of, has a better warranty and for what I want is
only 15,500 instead of the 18,500 I would pay for a Focus that is as well
equipped as the Kia. This is a shame because I have had a Ford since 1989 and
well once you lose me as a loyal customer the chances of me coming
back to Ford or any of your subsidiaries Will be Slim To No Chance! Just though
I would share my disgust with the way in which I feel I was treated and with
the quality and price of your vehicle! Sincerely Yours a soon to be lost customer,
Greg Corner III PS Most people would just figure that they can not take on a billion dollar
company on the other hand I’m not most people and I have the ways and the means
to take on Ford and eventually hit your company where it counts! I have a
following on my four web sites and will start there! I will tell the world my
situation and how I have been treated by the Ford company and its dealerships!
You may not think one person can make a difference but I do and I will. Here is
an example if a hundred people see my grief and decide not to buy a ford, Mazda,
Volvo, or Jaguar then it will cost your company about Two Hundred Thousand
dollars, If a thousand see my work and decide not to buy then it will start
costing your company millions and if it helps one person not to get taken by
the same practice that I was taken in then it will all be worth it. But see I
don’t plan on just getting a few thousand peoples attention I plan on getting
100,000 or more people attention then you can explain to your investors why
profits are dropping faster than the Titanic!
Sept 19, 2004
I keep hearing and reading things that say the Iraq war is like the Vietnam War and I would like to set some of the myths and truths about both wars straight! First that Iraq is a quagmire and that we are losing the war, I don’t believe that you can actually call the Iraq war a quagmire by comparing it to the Vietnam War. Let me see if I can put in terms that even the laymen anti war anti Bush person could understand. We went into Vietnam with no real chance of winning; I have no idea other than the fact that we wanted to stop the spread of communism for being there. They did not give the men of the United States military the authority are the necessary tools or training to win that war and with all the bombs dropped it didn’t seem like we hit anything worth a damn. It was a war with bad leadership making bad decisions, which ultimately cost us to fail. The Iraq war on the other hand has had some bad leadership decision made but since we are starting a new type of war similar yet so different from the Vietnam War it’s a learning process at best. Mistakes have been made I admit to that but we are going in with an accomplishable goal. The Vietnam War we lost an average of 100 brave men and women a day. The Iraq war we have lost a little over a thousand so far. Adjustments were not made for the Vietnam War however adjustments are being made for the Iraq war. Now the things that are similar. First we have a very notable anti war movement headed by some of the same people who gave comfort, aid and propaganda during the Vietnam war most notably John Kerry and his Hollywood friends like Jane Fonda. We have a different yet allusive enemy except in this case they don’t take POW’s and just torture them they behead and execute any POW’s but they still seem to target unarmed civilians which to me makes them cowards where at least you could say the Vietcong were more patient and seem to be a hell of a lot braver then anybody or force that we have come up against in Iraq. The bottom line is we have yet to see the worst-case scenario the one that Vietnam showed us with the help of people like John Kerry, Jane Fonda and their elitist Hollywood friends. Also one other small not that the media as like in Vietnam only want to show the negatives and do not like to deal wit any of the positives. For one thing the terrorist have to concentrate on our armed soldiers over there and not our innocent civilians within the boarders of the United States. People who would have been tortured and killed for speaking out against the government are allowed to and that in some places there is actually a lot of positive things happening. But alas I must say this before I go for every US soldier that is killed I hurt I feel pain for your family and friends. To all the soldiers who are there fighting to help keep America safe and trying to make a better life for the Iraqi People I say God Bless and God Speed may you all come home soon! God Bless the men and Women of the United States Military and its Allies!
Sept 3, 2004
The insanity that is known as my life is just getting more ludicrous. I did not think it could get worse but somehow God is trying to teach me a lesson that I’m just not getting. Maybe it’s because I’m oblivious to his intentions for me maybe he doesn’t think I’ve suffered enough or maybe it’s just because I’m to damn stubborn. I watched both political conventions and I think the Republicans and Bush did a much better job of getting their message to the public and defining themselves. I’m not going to tell you who to vote for I know I won’t vote for Kerry but have yet to decide whether I will vote for Bush or just not vote at all. I do know that my dislike for Kerry has nothing to do with the Democratic party I’ve had a chance to research the man and as a person I find him to be one of the biggest Ass Monkeys on the planet. From the seventies and his betrayal of the American Military to his traitorous actions in the seventies and eighties he has aligned himself with communist leaders through out his political career and his senate voting record is atrocious. I don’t know how the people of Massachusetts could possible justify making this man a congressman or a senator. I don’t think they are that stupid but then again I could be wrong. I won’t even go into John Edwards very much but I will thank him for making the price of health care in America reach monstrous proportions while making himself very rich. I’ve had a chance to do my homework and even though I don’t agree with Bush on abortion, drugs, or gay marriage, he has never done given me a reason to despise him as much as Kerry has. Yes I supported the war even though the weapons of mass destruction haven’t been found. I could say I would have done things differently and I know during the after math after we took control of most of Iraq I would have deployed a different strategy but I also know that I’m basically being a Monday morning quarterback because I’ve seen all the mistakes already.
Aug 17, 2004
Well I know for a fact that God has a weird sense of humor, I didn’t have to get up till around eight in the morning but I woke up at six thirty with a migraine, a hard on and I had to piss like a Russian Race horse on steroids. I don’t know if anyone out there knows how hard it is to move when you have a full-blown migraine headache but when you have to stand in the bathroom and wait till your member decides to go down or stand on your head to take a piss life sucks. Well since I had to work I forced my tool downward took my piss and went back to my bedroom which those of you who know me is my living room. I only sleep on a real bed when I’m in a hotel room or at another relatives house. When I got into my room I took a bunch of medication including a pill that cost twenty-six dollars and layed back down for another hour so that I could just survive the ride to work. Yes its back to taking care of my grandmother the pay sucks but at least when I got to work I was able to lay down till the migraine was almost gone before actually doing any work. I don’t know about you but I think twenty-six dollars for one pill is way to much damn money but what is a poor white trash man like myself to do. Hey I can call myself white trash because I’m just repeating what someone who thinks they are holyer than though has said about the group of rag tag talented people I’m involved with. They also think we are stupid but that’s cool because when it comes down to it we know we are in the right and we will prove how smart we are very soon. I’ve also made it no secret that I hate the way the elections are going I don’t particularly care for either candidate but I hate Kerry more than Bush. As for Bush I wish he would separate his religious beliefs from his office more than he does. As for Kerry I find him a lying Ass Monkey who used and lied about the American Military to further his political career and for that I hate him! As for everything else in the world its looking more and more like a cluster fuck and I don’t see any way to make it better in the near future with out killing a bunch of religious fanatics. I see racism rearing its ugly head, I see the destruction of the world forest creating even more global warming and more destructive weather problems, I see these stupid ass terrorist attacking and killing more innocent people especially Arabs. The only positive out of the whole terrorist blowing him or her up thing is that is one more dumb ass we no longer have to worry about. They will never create stupid ass off spring they will no longer be a threat so in that aspect it’s the one positive thing to come about by them taking their own lives. For the most part I see the world going to hell in a hand basket and I only hope that someone will find a solution before its to late. As for myself I will go about living my life day by day with the motto do a good deed every day and don’t tell anyone and knowing that there is a God and it isn’t me. I also can’t wait to finally succeed and having the chance to finally make a difference in the world we live in today. It may not be obvious at first but I will do everything in my power to make positive changes in myself and to make the world a better place one way or the other and if that means just making people question society or questioning the way they live so be it.
Aug 11, 2004
Well I added a bunch of new stuff tonight but I’m still stuck up here at work because I’m finishing up my laundry. Man I hate the word if it is such a little word but it always seems to have dire consequences on your life. I got most of the week off from one job but have spent the last few days going through tapes and up dating software on my computer. Still not sure if its going to work or if I’m going to have to do some massive upgrading on my system. Oh well just one of those things that’s going to probably cost me more money. Got my brothers wedding video shot looked through the tapes and was pissed about a couple of things but that’s what happens when your being a groomsman and a cameraman at the same time. Just can’t run over and correct shots like I would have if I were just filming the wedding. I’ll make it work when I get my system upgraded enough. I hate should of could of and would have, it’s just one of those phrases that you use when you get into a funk. Look I don’t want to tell you how to run your life but if you want to do something just do it if an opportunity knocks take it you don’t want to look back on your life and wonder. If it works out great if not at least you know you tried and took a chance instead of going I should have done this or if I would have done this or I could have done this. Just do it that way you won’t regret it and won’t have to second-guess yourself later. If I could go back in the past and fix things are do things differently I wouldn’t because it would screw up some of the wonderful thins I have accomplished and done in my life. Do I have regrets yes a few but would I trade them for a chance to make the outcome different, No because that is how we learn and if you did go back chances are things could be a lot worse than they already are! I hate the word if because it always cast a doubt as well but you know what I’ll survive and move forward because I will answer the call of the word if and I shall conquer it. I was the monkey throughout high school and college and it’s time I go back to the way of the monkey at least I won’t wonder and I was happy and successful then and I’ll be that way once again. They say you can never go back and they are right but they never said you can’t re-invent yourself as the person you once were just a little bit smarter and wiser and of course older but that comes with the territory! On this note I bid you farewell and I hope you don’t have to many regrets and that you accomplish everything you set out to do.
Aug 5, 2004
As soon as I get my brothers wedding stuff out of the way I will continue with working on baseballbatdiplomacy.com. I know that the post journal and everything else has not been done in a while but I’m currently working on several projects along with being in the wedding party as well as getting all the video stuff ready so that they will have a good video to show people that couldn’t make it or those that just want to visit a happy time by viewing the past. To Shane and Jennifer I wish you nothing but the best and hope you have a long and happy life. As for me I will move forward because to quite now would let those who have stood in my way win and that just isn’t going to happen. As for the world of politics I hate to say it but I will throw my support behind Bush, I may not agree with everything he has done or will do but at least he didn’t sell out his comrades in the United States Military and betray the country in a time of war to further his own political career. Besides if Kerry raises taxes and repeals the tax credit program who do you think will pay the brunt of the money, the middle class that’s who! We will always have to pay it in some way or the other whether it’s to the government or to the rich that run the large corporations. Another aspect of the Kerry team is the fact that John Edwards is a trial lawyer and if you think that he didn’t effect what we pay in health insurance and other things your stupider than the Democrats think you are. I want a better political system I think the primaries screwed the American people because besides a few northern states the rest of the country didn’t really have a choice on which nominee we should have chosen. I think in order for all fifty states to have a say the primaries should be held on the same day. That way a few states don’t decide what’s good for the entire party. Kerry should have never been the Democratic nominee he is a traitor to America and he betrayed the men and women of the United States military, he should have never been elected to office but tried and convicted of treason. Only in America would we let this happen maybe if Kerry were from a middle class family he would more than likely be just getting out of prison but since he was a rich little boy he gets away with it and then becomes a presidential nominee well not in my America. Not this time not ever. I believe it’s time for a revolution a drastic change in the way our elections are funded. Senatorial campaigns should not cost twenty million and Presidential campaigns shouldn’t be any where near a billion. You shouldn’t be able to by a seat in office no matter how much money you have. The United States is a country that is suppose to be represented by the people how come the majority of people that represent us have little are nothing in common with us because they are from the have and have mores, not the middle class which is the largest section of people in this great country. We need reform and we need it now we need a viable third party. We need spending limits so that the middle working class can have a chance at running for office. We also need term limits so that congressman and senators are not always trying to get re-elected but spend more time actually doing their jobs. I call for the people of America to stand up and let them know that a change is needed or they will have a revolution on their hands!
July 22, 2004
A big ass thunderstorm just came through and knocked out the power so I’m bored which usually means I play with something. That something happened to be the letters on my car which is now a fucz X3 I wonder how many people will get it but then again I don’t care! Well it seems like a few of our shows we have in development are picking up some interest and that is way too cool. Well just thought I would right something now I’m going to get back on line and see what’s going on in the world till next time peace love and what ever turns you on!--Gregie
July 18, 2004
There’s nothing I hate worse than someone who doesn’t practice what they preach. People who tell me they are good honest Christians and yet their actions tell me different. Usually I would spite these types of people but in actuality I feel sorry for them because I actually believe that they are oblivious to the fact that what they are doing is not that of a Christian but that of a person with an unholy alliance to Satan himself. I have never once said that I was a good Christian I don’t go to church, I don’t read the bible that much but I do believe in God and Jesus and I try to live my life the best that I can. I know that I’m only human and that I will make mistakes but I do try to follow the golden rule, I try to help those that need my help and I try to live my life right in the eyes of the lord and I try to learn from my mistakes. One mistake I’ve made in the past is let my hatred over come me when I feel that I’ve been done wrong especially when the person doing the wrong is supposable a good Christian or trying to live their lives as a good Christian. Well in this instance I will try to break that circle of evil by saying I will pray for those who honestly believe they are good wholesome Christians but whose actions are based on deceit and lies. I pray that they will be saved. I pray that they will look into their hearts and change their evil manipulative ways before it’s to late and they are condemned to eternity in hell. I pray that they will look deep into their actions and see where they have wronged others and make amends for these actions so that they truly can enjoy the rewards of life offered by the lord. Lord please bless these people and let them see the true light so they can walk the path of righteousness instead of the path of despair. And mostly lord I pray for myself so that I can truly forgive them for the wrongs they have committed against friends, family and myself and that the hatred I feel for them will be changed to forgiveness and that we may go our separate ways in peace.
July 13, 2004
SNAFU the world has ever seen. Or at least that is the way it feels in my mind. I may have to stay up and watch the Springer show so that at least I’ll know there are people out there that are more fucked up than I am. I try to keep a positive light on things but out side sources have made that kind of hard. I think instead of choosing the entertainment business as my chosen profession I should have gotten a pass port and went to Pakistan and tried to capture Bin Laden. It probably would have been easier and at least I would have I know longer know what to do or say my life is continuing down toward the biggest known that no matter what if I were to be captured the Butt Fucking I would take would be quick instead of slow and prolonged. Have I thought about giving up yes but the fact is I hate to lose especially when I give it my all and for other people to bring you down for what ever reason they have just makes me more stubborn and determined to succeed. I’ve always said that given the chance at an award show I would thank those that helped and tell those that impeded or tried to destroy my dream what I really think of them. And if need be I’ll bare my ass on Television so they can all kiss it! Now I’m just a pissed off disenfranchised America who could give a shit less about everything but success. I don’t care which ass monkey becomes president, though I don’t like and never will like John Kerry. I’ll probably throw my vote to Bush because as sick as it sounds at least I know where he stands. Then again I may just have to learn the Canadian anthem and become a citizen of the Great White North. I’m tired, and I just don’t know what to do! I don’t know if it’s because I’m hard headed and stubborn or just plain stupid but I slowly dredge forward into the abyss. To all those who have wronged me I will have such revenge on you all by achieving massive success, power, influence, and wealth. And when this achieved I will try to do good things with it. I will work toward making the world a better place first by taking care of Gods creature that don’t truly have a voice and giving them a place to call home with out the worry of the cruel members of the human race. Then I will try to help those who truly can’t help themselves, I will be an advocate for a reform of the health care system, handicap and disabled people every where, I will fight for the legalization of Marijuana for medical and personal use. I don’t smoke it but why should someone go to jail for doing something they enjoy as long as they aren’t hurting anyone else then I say let them be happy. The bottom line is that I will move forward with the sole purpose of success and anyone or anything that gets in my way will find out why I call the site Baseball Bat Diplomacy!
July 9, 2004
Here is a pathetic fact about my life I’ve smoked for nearly 15 years. I’ve had two family members die of cancer but if I stopped smoking now I probably would end up hurting someone real bad. It’s been a tough time most of my money is gone because it takes a while to get it back from investment, a dot com crash here a terrorist attack etcetera have really hurt me financially. Plus the fact that I’m the go to guy for the family, you never find out how many losers you have in the family till one of them gets real sick and the rest of the bastards won’t help out. It’s pathetic that they can’t get over here once a week to help take care of their own mother and my mother and myself have to do all the work. I don’t mind doing it once in a while but this five-day a week crap is starting to kill me. I don’t like hanging out with people that much about four days is all I can stand and I want to go fucking nuts. If I were on big brother I probably would end up killing everyone after the first week. Yes I’m more tolerable if I’m doing the horizontal mambo with a female that I like but at the rate the family is going that’s never going to happen. It’s not like I can’t get some time to go out but after 9 or 10 hours of watching someone who’s going nuts and a three year old by the time I make the hour and fifteen minute drive home and take care of my other duties “my animals, house, etc.” I don’t have the energy to go out plus there is always the cash flow problem. You say well you only do it five days what about the other two? Well lets see there is the job where I make my cash for bills on Sunday and Friday night is usually taken up by meetings, working on the web site etc. and Saturday is usually the only day I have to mow my two acres of property, clean the house or just chill. It’s a catch twenty-two that has been kicking my ass for over two years and it’s making me nuts. When I say something about it I usually get a guilt trip, and the mundane conversations over and over again just make you want to go postal. As a matter of fact that’s why so many post office workers go nuts the mundane task day in and day out just makes you crazy. Hell I’ve had to stop myself several times from putting my hand through a wall or for that matter into some ones face. Okay I’m not always successful there are a few holes in the wall one or two at my place and one at grandmothers but when I was in high school I went through two bedroom doors on solid front door, ten or fifteen picture frames and God only knows how many holes I put in the wall. I would throw Chinese stars knives and stuff for practice. I put dents in lockers, cars and other objects, broke out many fence boards but I was finally getting a good handle on it then this shit come up. Now I got out side sources jerking me around and soon they to will find out what it’s like to fuck with someone because I can give as well as receive the shit and when I play I play to Win. I’m not saying I haven’t completely stopped dating in just the last few times I had dates the women were fucking nut cases. I considered going to men for about 1/16 of a second but their plumbing is all-wrong. Nothing against guys who like guys what you do in your own time and in a private place is all fine with me besides that’s just less for me to worry about. See if your gay that’s just another man I don’t have to worry about trying to cock blocking me. I don’t know why I’m telling the world this maybe because I just don’t give a fuck anymore, or maybe I just need to get it out and this is the easiest way to do it. It could just be that if there is someone out there that things they have it bad I might have it a little worse than they do and this should help them out or it could be that I know there are people out there worse off than me so I’m just getting it out as my way of dealing with it. If you think this would make a person homicidal your right but I have a responsibility to my animals because when I take in a stray that needs a home it’s for life and I won’t hurt an animal unless it’s a threat to me and the same goes for a human. Unless say they are a terrorist, child molester rapist or killer than I would have know problem taking them out. Well I hope you have a great weekend and maybe I’ll get rested up enough to go find a life or at least someone to have a little bump and grind fun with if you know what I mean. Peace Love and what ever turns you on or makes you happy!
June 23, 2004
This presidential election is already pissing me off so much so that I put my vote on Ebay to go to the highest bidder! It wasn’t up for 24 hours when it had 250 views and somebody reported it and it got pulled. Lets get the facts we have to inept presidential candidates. Bush the current president who’s I may not like but it I’m not getting paid for my vote I’ll probably use it on him if I vote at all and John Kerry whom I hate with a passion and wouldn’t vote for unless I got a real big check. I don’t like Kerry I don’t trust Kerry and I think every thing he says and does goes against everything I believe in. Don’t get me wrong I don’t like Bush that much but at least I have an idea where he stands. Here’s where I stand on the issues I believe in abortion but I also believe in the death penalty. I believe the war on terror is something the United States has never had to deal with and it calls for a new strategy. I don’t believe in gun control because the only people it affects are the honest gun owners such as myself. Gun control will not work because criminals don’t use proper channels to get their guns and if someone wants to kill someone they will find a way to do it. I don’t believe in affirmative action because it should be the best qualified for the job not based on race creed are color of your skin. I don’t believe in the drug laws because it goes against the constitution and our inalienable rights Life liberty and the pursuit of happiness! I don’t use drugs but as long as the people that do aren’t hurting anyone but themselves they should be allowed to use them. I believe if a person wants to die then as long as they don’t plan on taking anyone else with them they should be allowed to commit suicide. I believe that if you are driving while intoxicated and you kill someone and it’s your second offense it’s murder two not vehicular homicide and if it’s your third DWI it should be murder one with a sentence up to life in prison. I believe that non-violent drug offenders should be released from prison and given help to kick their addiction or they must have ample employment so they are not robbing and stealing to get their fix. I believe that we should use stem cell research because it could help so many people. I believe that veteran benefits should never be cut and if they are permantly injured they should be taken care of the rest of their lives! I believe the war on drugs is a quagmire and if we taxed drugs instead of making them illegal and trying to stop the flow the country would be closer to a balanced budget than by paying billions to prevent drugs from making it in the country. I believe we should have a viable third party that can compete with the Democrats and Republicans. I believe we are the greatest country in the world but we have gotten so anal on everything that it clouds our judgment. I believe that the primaries should be held all at once and then it will get us better candidates. I believe that seizing someone’s home because they were forced to have medicade is wrong. I believe that all terrorist extremists should be killed! No exceptions! I believe that child molesters should have their nuts cut off and not be allowed back into society. I believe that we should have a viable alternative to oil very soon and all our efforts should be used to find a better fuel source that will once and for all make it so we don’t have to depend on the Middle East for any reason. These are some of my beliefs you may not agree with them but they are mine and they are subject to change but only if I want to change them. You may not agree with my view you may not like them at all but you should respect me for being open about them!
June 22, 2004
I learned a valuable lesson today don’t keep the Windex refill bottle and the blue mouth wash next to each other. I grabbed the wrong bottle and gargled with Windex, the great thing is I realized before I swallowed any of it bet that shit is nasty! It took forever to get the taste out of my mouth but on a positive note I won’t make that mistake again because I moved the Windex way away from the mouth wash.
June 9, 2004
As I sit and ponder the events in my life through this week I wonder if I’ll ever get the break I need or be able to make it doing what I’m doing without going insane. It’s not just about the money anymore if it was I wouldn’t do what I’m about to do for the first time on the web at least I think it’s the first time it’s been done. I won’t go into it because it’s a surprise so you will just have to come back and find out what it is. I need to buy a new car before my warranty expires the only problem is I’m so up side down because of all the driving I’ve been forced to do it’s not even funny. I did however figure out the powers that be that have been making life miserable is a little fucking dog. Yes a dog dictates my life right now and not a nice dog. He’s evil you can let him out he’ll go pee then come back in and pee in the house. The little dog from hell an incarnate of Satan and he knows it. Oh well enough about the evil one and well what to do next, not quite sure but it’s going to be a bumpy ride!
June 4, 2004
What the fuck is up with these damn hospitals, they get you in rush you out then you have to come back because they pushed you out before your ready! First it was my grandfather now it’s my brother-in-law and now I’m pissed as hell because he’s lying in there on his death bed all because they discharged him to soon. Yes he had to have an emergency appendectomy, yes his appendix was really bad but if they would have kept him in there longer they could have avoided the problems he’s having now. Apparently he had a blockage that could have been resolved there before they sent him home, now he has pneumonia, a fucked up infection and they may have to remove part of his colon. He’s not even 40 and he’s lying there fighting for his life, for gods sake he has three children and his wife hasn’t left his side yet. Don’t these fucking administrators know that making a hospital like an assembly line doesn’t accomplish the goal of saving lives or saving money? Now if the government wants to in act a law that will be beneficial why don’t they go after this practice?
June 3, 2004
Today’s world is fucked you can sue or be sued for any little thing and it don’t even have to have the initial proof to start the lawsuit. We are a nation of rich whiny asswipes and a population that consist of around 55 to 65 percent of stupid asses. We glorify and make people who are thugs that make up new words to get a rhyme rich. We us the word heroes way to much and we never accept blame for anything we do. If something we do causes a problem well we can sue the manufacture even if its your fault. If someone kills some else they can say its because they had a traumatic childhood. If you talk about a different race you can be considered a racist even if that was not your intentions. We are destroying our natural resources at record numbers driving more living creatures to extinction than any other generation in history hell we may be killing off more than any event in history. People can’t agree that there is global warming but from where I sit it seems to be getting hotter for longer periods of time but since they can find one scientist that say’s it’s not a problem then surely he must be right. We pay to much for shit we don’t need, shit we don’t use, and were forced to watch shit that sucks. We are a nation of slacker’s procrastinators and for the most part lazy. Yet if you fuck with us we rally and kick your ass all over the place. We are a nation that only seems to get together around tragedy. The rich seem to get richer while the poor seem to get poorer. There are bunches of rich ass people that act like they care but God forbid they have to spend their money to help. Politicians will spend millions of dollars to get a job that only pays in the hundred of thousands yet they don’t see a problem with the political system. A federal politician will make 10 times that of an average American and nobody seems to see a problem with this. We put non-violent drug offenders in prison and give them more time than some of the most violent offenders. It’s cruel and unusual to give someone a lethal injection but it was all right for him or her to rape and torture a person before the killed him or her. If you screw a girl that you thought was over the age of 18 you can be branded a sexual predator for the rest of your life. We pollute the water we have to drink. The government restricts our freedoms with so many nanny laws; they say they are supposed to protect us but what if we don’t want them. Tuff live with them. You can go to jail if you try to kill your self isn’t it your body don’t you have the right to decide if you want to die or not. You cannot choose to sell an organ you have more than one of even if it would mean saving yourself from eviction. You take a chance every time you go out will there be a terrorist strike will someone rob and kill me for the ten dollars in my wallet, will someone kill me for my car, will I get hit by a drunk driver. We are a nation of worriers we are a nation of pussy’s, but most of all we don’t take blame for our actions and most people don’t practice what they preach! Here’s an idea go out and live your life if you due something wrong own up to it, if you tell someone you will do something for them, then do it and try to be nice to everyone around you even if the are a dipshit!
May 27, 2004
Man I’m bored out of my mind right now, I may just take a nap for a little while then I get to go do pick up shots for the documentary were working on. I was going to start getting my life back yesterday but I rescued this dog before he got hit by a car and he was so happy he jumped on me and well eh smelled! Apparently he was swimming in the bayou all day and I stunk to hi heaven. It was so bad that I went and bought a new pair of jeans and some axe but I stilled smelled. I decided to drive my happy ass home instead of going to the bar. When I got there I put the bio spot on the cats, they were pissed at me the rest of the night. Man they hate that shit but it’s got to be done. The other site is down because the network crashed normally I’d be pissed but I’m trying not to sweat the small shit anymore I just want to get on with my life and enjoy it! Someone told me I needed to be more positive a friend of mind so I took his advice and it helps. I just want to be happy and enjoy my successes, they may not have made me very much money but at least I can say I’ve accomplished more in my life than most people who have lived full productive lives. I just got bad news I’m so upside down on my car that I’ll have to come up with more down to actually pull off the trade. Boy life just keeps throwing me curve balls but you know what I’ll find a way and I’ll get by I always do. I’ve been doing a lot of the redirect work on the site to get all of it done until I actually start promoting it and letting the world know that I’m back and I’m not going away anytime soon. If it means taking on Hollywood, or any other high-powered person or company then I’m damn well ready to do it. Success is great to bad most people judge your success on your wealth and you know what it’s going to happen soon and in a big way. I’ve worked to hard and to long for it to be any other way. And to bottom line it I’ll be able to say I did it my way!
May 20, 2004
Today I found out you don't try to help an alligator snapper accross the road. Those little shits are mean when you try to move them even if it's to save them from being road kill and forget what you know about turtles being slow. That little bastard could move plus he could lunge those damn metal cutting jaws of his pretty damn far! Oh he lost and I helped him accross the road so he wouldn't be road kill but he proved he's a tenacious little fuck not to be taken lightly! Oh yeah I'm at work and I don't care actually get to go home early and may trade my car in for a new one! I don't really want to but the warranty will be out before I know it and I don't like making payments on something with out a warranty! Oh well peace love and what ever turns you on or makes you happy!
May 19, 2004
You know what pisses me off the most about the world today it’s when whiny ass celebrities go on national media outlets and use the stuff I put on websites to promote their own cause without giving me credit. You want me come get me but if you quote me give me credit for it! I’m sick and tired of these rich ass media hogging bastards not giving credit where credit is do, God for bid I use something of theirs because they would sick a pack of rabid dogs on me! And these dogs would come down on me harder than a couch potato TV watching money grubbing ass wipe on a Twinkie.
May 12, 2004
I was Wrong Kill Them All Just don't take pictures or use a video camera. After the beheading of an American I don't blame you for what you did, at least you didn't cover your face like the cowards in the video. These people act like the baddest Mother Fuckers in the World yet they are to chicken shit to show their faces.
May 9, 2004
I whole-heartedly support the military in what they are doing in Iraq but I must say the prisoner abuse and pictures are very disturbing and I cannot support such abuses. I know maybe the guards were doing what they were told to do but someone should have stood up for themselves and said no. It’s such a shame that these abuses will set any effort the United States is trying to do back for many years and give radical religious extremist a new major recruiting tool. I want to say it’s a black eye on any American efforts to win the hearts and minds of Arabs but it’s worse it’s more like skid marks in the underwear. I don’t agree with making a man get naked and have him get on top of another man it’s not only wrong it’s just sick. Look if your going to torture them make them watch friends and Barney r-runs that will get them to talk and if that don’t work Saved by the Bell will have them crying all the time. Look there are better ways of interrogation with out using violence it just takes a little more work. So the next time you want to see a prisoner naked think about whom you represent, and do the right thing. We are the greatest nation in the world and must set a positive example for a backwards nation not the other way around.
May 6, 2004
I was supposed to be off today but yet anything I need to do will just have to wait. It’s funny how everybody else stuff is more important than the things I have to do. Shit it’s been a month since I was able to drop off my dry cleaning. I also need to mow the yard, clean the house and go to the grocery store. Damn I can’t wait till this shit is over and I can get my life back. Man I need to get sucked and fucked for three weeks straight but like that’s going to happen. I hope the powers that be realize next week we will be filming a movie and there is no way in hell that when the time is set that I will change it. We have to get the movie out soon and I will not accept that they can’t find someone to take care of Grandma on that day. It’s going to be bad enough that I will have to bring my editor down to finish it up. Which brings me to the name baseballbatdiplomacy.com. People ask why that name and well it has a double meaning.
The first is that we don’t plan on taking shit from anyone and the second is ever time we got close to breaking out we would get knocked back. It felt like we were getting hit in the head with a baseball bat. To put in laymen’s terms when we do make it we’ll finely graduate from Baseball Bat University. What a great way to start the day off I feel better till next time peace love and what ever turns you on or makes you happy.
Same Day 7 hours later Man will this day ever fucking end. I can’t believe how long this day has lasted I mean fuck I’m ready to go home but the powers that be are keeping me here. Grandma has been nasty and loud all fucking day and this is the fourth day in a row. I don’t think I can take this much more. I say that all the time yet I seem to do it every day its like having a really shit job but it’s someone you love so you do it anyway. The main problem I have is she knows when I don’t want to be here but I have to act like I do. I’m use to saying what I feel and thinking out loud not keeping my mouth shut. It’s like a bitch plus I’m super tired and I just want to fucking scream yet I keep it inside. I need to work on Greg’s World but seeing me sit here would bore the shit out of you people and be a waste of space on the server so I try to do it when I’m off yet they never want me to have a day off again and they will learn very quickly if they don’t because I will loose it very soon. I’m already insane because of this crap but I’m about to go way over the edge and I know I won’t care at this point lets face it I don’t have a lot to look forward to anymore. I don’t have time to find a woman because I can’t fucking leave and when I do get a day off I’m so fucking tired I don’t want to do anything but vedge but end up trying to get a weeks worth of work done in a day. I don’t know I’m hoping by typing it up and putting it out for the world to see I might be able to keep going just a little longer before I snap! We shall see oh well better go before I get cut off once again!
